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Just want you to know.
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We could have fixed it, and I was trying. We could get on the same level, and on the same page too. You think, I don't care about those things, but I do. Not just that, but it's not a waste of time for me. How do you know, I won't? If you really don't want me to, there's nothing thats been done to keep me from that. This is the last I'll say, I don't expect anything, so please don't waste your time in doing so. Things aren't straight and clear.
I just wanted to let you know.
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know.
I wish that I could believe.
-BackstreetBoys
***********
Hello, everyone.
Good Morning, Good night, Good evening
Whereever you may be.
I'm working on the story, Like I said.
Plus, I've rewritten, and made changes to the Preview for it.
It's called "My Way to Love You"
here is the Original Preview:engel-xoxo.deviantart.com/art/…
and here is the New Preview:engel-xoxo.deviantart.com/art/…
Anyway, so I'm working on the story and I hope you guys enjoy it.
I made a cover of The "Strange" (30 secs) Preview by Tokio Hotel and Kerli, from the Alice In Wonderland Soundtrack.
It's here; www.youtube.com/watch?v=4b6kxT…
and my youtube is www.youtube.com/user/regenkaul…
where all my covers are.
I'm going to finally take my driver's test and get a permit, today
and then I don't know, maybe I'll go shopping.
Have a nice day folks.
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Um hey, for those of you who will read.
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First, thanks for all the pageviews eventhough i've been gone along time and havent been here or active, and thanks to those of you that leave comments, like my work, and left favorites. I'd like to send you a Big Thank-You.
I went into extreme depression and it was really bad, I went really far, and it was really hard to be open about it, which is why I havent continued the stories like I said I would, and I'm sorry, Had i written the stories, I probably would have killed every one in it, including Bill. (Bill Kaulitz of the band, Tokio Hotel), and its also why I havent been on DA.
Yeah, I'm doing alot better, I turned 18 on December 15th,
but right now, im sick
and I'm upset again, since I lost a friend
(she just wont tlk to me.) and I dont even know why,
and i dont even know why I'm crying so hard for, i know it's really stupid and she doesnt care but anyway, I still have the memories to remember and I still have at least part of the Rights, to our story, So Now I'll write it all by myself. I only hope she reads it, because I'm writing it on my own for her but not because I'm obsessed with her, or because I'm a creep, or a stalker, but because she's still my friend, y extrano su carino (and I miss her kindness.)
I still remember our dreams, and I won't ever forget. So I'll keep my promises even you won't.
Um -- yeah, so that's all I have to say.
I'm still crying my eyes out, and I cant stop. I wish I could so I wouldnt feel like such a mental case. T-T
I went into extreme depression and it was really bad, I went really far, and it was really hard to be open about it, which is why I havent continued the stories like I said I would, and I'm sorry, Had i written the stories, I probably would have killed every one in it, including Bill. (Bill Kaulitz of the band, Tokio Hotel), and its also why I havent been on DA.
Yeah, I'm doing alot better, I turned 18 on December 15th,
but right now, im sick
and I'm upset again, since I lost a friend
(she just wont tlk to me.) and I dont even know why,
and i dont even know why I'm crying so hard for, i know it's really stupid and she doesnt care but anyway, I still have the memories to remember and I still have at least part of the Rights, to our story, So Now I'll write it all by myself. I only hope she reads it, because I'm writing it on my own for her but not because I'm obsessed with her, or because I'm a creep, or a stalker, but because she's still my friend, y extrano su carino (and I miss her kindness.)
I still remember our dreams, and I won't ever forget. So I'll keep my promises even you won't.
Um -- yeah, so that's all I have to say.
I'm still crying my eyes out, and I cant stop. I wish I could so I wouldnt feel like such a mental case. T-T
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"Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away."
Hello. Folks. No I have not died..
and I'm very much alive.
I would make this journal longer (and it really should be longer) but seeing that it's 1:13 AM right now, I should get to mein Bett and dream of Bill while I can before school. x3
First, I want to apologize for being as active on dA as I used to be,
and I MISSH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUS SOOOO MUCH.
And I want to thank-you you all for the support and favorites.
I also want to apologize for not working on any of my stories.. and putting them off, I need you guys to Yell at me for being Lazy, and get those stories written. XD haha.
BREATHE FOR LOVE TOMMORROW CHAPTER 6 PART TWO
IS UP : engel-xoxo.deviantart.com/art/…
If you haven't read Breathe for love Tomorrow, look for it in my gallery. By the way check out my covers of TH (Tokio Hotel) and other artists/bands at:
Imeem: www.imeem.com/regenx
(NEW)Youtube: www.youtube.com/user/regenkaulitz
Please watch, listen, comment, rate, and stuff
by the way i wrote "Grita"(spanish verison of scream/schrei) & "talking" (eng. verison of Reden) by myself, you can hear them on imeem. you can listen to my automatisch cover on imeem also. enjoy! ^-^
(I'll update this later when I can.. and add more annoying things to tell you - so look out for this journal again.)
GUTE NACHT LUETE!!
'Night People!!
And bust in the door
And take me away."
Hello. Folks. No I have not died..
and I'm very much alive.
I would make this journal longer (and it really should be longer) but seeing that it's 1:13 AM right now, I should get to mein Bett and dream of Bill while I can before school. x3
First, I want to apologize for being as active on dA as I used to be,
and I MISSH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUS SOOOO MUCH.
And I want to thank-you you all for the support and favorites.
I also want to apologize for not working on any of my stories.. and putting them off, I need you guys to Yell at me for being Lazy, and get those stories written. XD haha.
BREATHE FOR LOVE TOMMORROW CHAPTER 6 PART TWO
IS UP : engel-xoxo.deviantart.com/art/…
If you haven't read Breathe for love Tomorrow, look for it in my gallery. By the way check out my covers of TH (Tokio Hotel) and other artists/bands at:
Imeem: www.imeem.com/regenx
(NEW)Youtube: www.youtube.com/user/regenkaulitz
Please watch, listen, comment, rate, and stuff
by the way i wrote "Grita"(spanish verison of scream/schrei) & "talking" (eng. verison of Reden) by myself, you can hear them on imeem. you can listen to my automatisch cover on imeem also. enjoy! ^-^
(I'll update this later when I can.. and add more annoying things to tell you - so look out for this journal again.)
GUTE NACHT LUETE!!
'Night People!!
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Add your own character. :]
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♥ UPCOMING FICTS!!!
I'm working on 3 new ficts!
* Tomorrow, It Rains.
Tomorrow it rains, is based off of Tristan & Isolde with a hint of Romeo & Juliet, in Modern Times, starring Tom Kaulitz and Rain, Of course.
"Before Romeo+Juliet, there was Tristan+Isolde, But Now There's Tom+Rain.."
* Tom kaulitz becomes a father.
I don't have a name for this one. But Tom becomes a father and he has to step up and take responsiblity.. One night out of many nights, he gets one girl pregant.. Now How are the fans going to react when they see these two together, on the streets..
"A Man and a Woman.. When they just get together driven by l u s t, Can they be tied together by l o v e ?"- Nobu from Nana (Anime-Series)
***ADD YOUR CHARACTER TO MY STORY!!!!!**
For This story, (Tom becoming a father & all)
I need about 6-7 characters for the beginining
Only, and SO FAR I HAVE...
[If you wanna be added send me a note w/ ur character & description & that's it! Hurry B4 spots run out!] (Update: No more spots left.)
1.
Name: Rain Mora.
Age: 16 to 17?
Height: 5'1
Origins/Hertiage: mexican, aztec, american
Hair: Dark brown hair
Eyes: Big (distracting) Dark brown eyes
Skin: Lightly, golden natural tan
Weight: 136 lbs
Crushes: In love with Bill, but Tom falls her completely.
Personality: very paranoid like 24/7, mutters under her breath and talks really fast when nervous, bites her nails all the time (really bad habit), perfectionistic, insomanic, socially awkward, total klutz, & very stubborn.
2.
Name: Michaela Alan (Nickname is Michi)
Age: 18
Hair: Dark brown with blonde high lights.
Eyes: very dark brown, close to black.
Outfit: black t-shirt and a purple plaid skirt
About: Very shy, but tries to be friendly to anyone. Once she's comfortable with you and gets to know you, she's not as shy anymore, actually very outgoing. Ummm... very timid, anxious. Quiet when she doesn't know anyone. Very fun to be around. She's loving and tries to always be there for her friends.
3.
Name: Tiffany [nickname: Tiffi]
Age: 16
Origins/Hertiage: mexican, european
Hair: Really Dark brown, & curly hair
Eyes: Dark brown eyes, a lot of eyeliner
Skin: pearl tan
Crushes: Completelly in love wt Tom <3.
Personality: Direct, stubborn, bite her lips when is nervous, friendly, confident,
really sarcastic, always arguing, sometimes so simple, perfectionist/impulssive/detallist, always have crazzy ideas 8DD
4.
Name: Laura Whyhea
Age: 15
Height: 5'1
Nationality: Largely German, but it is hard to tell since she has a lot of other nationalities mixed in.
Hair: Light brown hair, curly but she usually straightens it.
Eyes: Normally intensely green eyes, but they occasionally change to a more brownish or yellowish color. Sometimes even grey when the weather is gloomy. When she cries her eyes stand out and become a very bright green.
Skin: Pale, but not extremely pale
Weight: 124 lbs
Personality: Usually a happy person, but has violent mood swings, is easily hurt emotionally, trusts everyone and believes everything, very paranoid, easily shaken when it is quiet, talks to herself, loves physical affection.
5.
Name: Hoshiko Sato
Age: 17
Height: 5'2
Origins/Hertiage: Japanese
Hair: Medium, black hair, usually done in ringlets
Eyes: Large brown eyes
Skin: Olive
Weight: 140 lbs (had no idea really x3)
Crushes: Bill x3
Personality: Acts cute, usually says "Hoshi" instead of I. Sometimes puts "nyaa" on the end of sentences. She doesn't get stressed easily and lets things pass her by. Hoshiko is generally very happy, and can get embarassed easily.
Extra info: She dresses sweet Loita :3
6.
Name: Brittney Guest
Age: 20
Height: 5'5
Origins/Hertiage: half Irish,quarter german
Hair: blonde semi long, straightened , layered
Eyes: intense blue eyes
Skin: kinda tan
Weight: 115 lbs (had no idea really x3)
Crushes: Tom the most but also like Bill
Personality: very hyper and random, loud, laughs a lot. artistic, has a bit of a temper but it takes a lot to make me mad. makes a lot of weird voices and weird noises.
7.
Name: Aemilie Shizuku (nickname: Em)
Age: 17
Height: 5'9"
Origins: Japanese, Austrailian, and slightly German (quite an odd mix but, she is proud of it)
Hair: Very short blonde hair with one blue streak on the left of her hair.
Eyes: Giant saphire blue eyes.
Weight: 153 lbs
Crushes: Georg/Gusti
Personality: Very outgoing, music is her obsession, Loves root beer, bites her lips often, loves to stay up all night, goes with the flow.
* Robert Pattinson fict
I can't decide on a name for this one.
I'm debating between:
-This isn't what you wanted
-Questioning Exsistence
-Roses
-Open Wounds
This one is going to be a very violent and abusive one,
"What happenes when you find the one you love
more than anything in this world but all you can
do is abuse them, kill them, and hurt them more
each day, every minute, every second, with every breathe..
can you control yourself.. What if you lose them forever..
what happen to the pain inflicted on you?
Shall this Madness drive you to your own suicide?"
"Ha! And you Thought you actually knew Robert Pattinson..Psh".
♥ X-mas:
Hey, I just wanna wish everyone a Happy Christmas!!
A happy hannaukka,
A happy Kwannza,
A happy Holiday,
A happy martin luther king day!
and A happy New Year!!
Frohe Weihnachten!!
and OBAMA, Offically becomes our president soon!!
(Jan. 20th inauguration day )
Yay. =]]
♥ Birthday: My birthday was December, 15th.
I'm offically 17!! Yay. ^_^
Sorry, I don't come on, alot, I'm usually busy with other things. AND my Pc was being repaired for like a week or so.
♥ Breathe For Love Tomorrow:
I want to Thank Everyone for the support, and voting for your favourite pairings! Thank-you guys so much for the advice and opinions. Tom x Rain recieved the most votes. I've actually been thinking ALOT about the story & the ending, and I can't promise you that it's going to be Tom & Rain in the end, But I have taken it ALOT into consideration. So I just wanna Thank you guys again, I really appericate it!
♥ My Way To Love You:
Be Prepared to read this soon, 'Cause
and I are working on the first chapter. And I think, we actually got a lot done today. We're still working on it, adding and changing some stuff. We hope you guys will love it. ;3
I'm working on 3 new ficts!
* Tomorrow, It Rains.
Tomorrow it rains, is based off of Tristan & Isolde with a hint of Romeo & Juliet, in Modern Times, starring Tom Kaulitz and Rain, Of course.
"Before Romeo+Juliet, there was Tristan+Isolde, But Now There's Tom+Rain.."
* Tom kaulitz becomes a father.
I don't have a name for this one. But Tom becomes a father and he has to step up and take responsiblity.. One night out of many nights, he gets one girl pregant.. Now How are the fans going to react when they see these two together, on the streets..
"A Man and a Woman.. When they just get together driven by l u s t, Can they be tied together by l o v e ?"- Nobu from Nana (Anime-Series)
***ADD YOUR CHARACTER TO MY STORY!!!!!**
For This story, (Tom becoming a father & all)
I need about 6-7 characters for the beginining
Only, and SO FAR I HAVE...
[If you wanna be added send me a note w/ ur character & description & that's it! Hurry B4 spots run out!] (Update: No more spots left.)
1.
Name: Rain Mora.
Age: 16 to 17?
Height: 5'1
Origins/Hertiage: mexican, aztec, american
Hair: Dark brown hair
Eyes: Big (distracting) Dark brown eyes
Skin: Lightly, golden natural tan
Weight: 136 lbs
Crushes: In love with Bill, but Tom falls her completely.
Personality: very paranoid like 24/7, mutters under her breath and talks really fast when nervous, bites her nails all the time (really bad habit), perfectionistic, insomanic, socially awkward, total klutz, & very stubborn.
2.
Name: Michaela Alan (Nickname is Michi)
Age: 18
Hair: Dark brown with blonde high lights.
Eyes: very dark brown, close to black.
Outfit: black t-shirt and a purple plaid skirt
About: Very shy, but tries to be friendly to anyone. Once she's comfortable with you and gets to know you, she's not as shy anymore, actually very outgoing. Ummm... very timid, anxious. Quiet when she doesn't know anyone. Very fun to be around. She's loving and tries to always be there for her friends.
3.
Name: Tiffany [nickname: Tiffi]
Age: 16
Origins/Hertiage: mexican, european
Hair: Really Dark brown, & curly hair
Eyes: Dark brown eyes, a lot of eyeliner
Skin: pearl tan
Crushes: Completelly in love wt Tom <3.
Personality: Direct, stubborn, bite her lips when is nervous, friendly, confident,
really sarcastic, always arguing, sometimes so simple, perfectionist/impulssive/detallist, always have crazzy ideas 8DD
4.
Name: Laura Whyhea
Age: 15
Height: 5'1
Nationality: Largely German, but it is hard to tell since she has a lot of other nationalities mixed in.
Hair: Light brown hair, curly but she usually straightens it.
Eyes: Normally intensely green eyes, but they occasionally change to a more brownish or yellowish color. Sometimes even grey when the weather is gloomy. When she cries her eyes stand out and become a very bright green.
Skin: Pale, but not extremely pale
Weight: 124 lbs
Personality: Usually a happy person, but has violent mood swings, is easily hurt emotionally, trusts everyone and believes everything, very paranoid, easily shaken when it is quiet, talks to herself, loves physical affection.
5.
Name: Hoshiko Sato
Age: 17
Height: 5'2
Origins/Hertiage: Japanese
Hair: Medium, black hair, usually done in ringlets
Eyes: Large brown eyes
Skin: Olive
Weight: 140 lbs (had no idea really x3)
Crushes: Bill x3
Personality: Acts cute, usually says "Hoshi" instead of I. Sometimes puts "nyaa" on the end of sentences. She doesn't get stressed easily and lets things pass her by. Hoshiko is generally very happy, and can get embarassed easily.
Extra info: She dresses sweet Loita :3
6.
Name: Brittney Guest
Age: 20
Height: 5'5
Origins/Hertiage: half Irish,quarter german
Hair: blonde semi long, straightened , layered
Eyes: intense blue eyes
Skin: kinda tan
Weight: 115 lbs (had no idea really x3)
Crushes: Tom the most but also like Bill
Personality: very hyper and random, loud, laughs a lot. artistic, has a bit of a temper but it takes a lot to make me mad. makes a lot of weird voices and weird noises.
7.
Name: Aemilie Shizuku (nickname: Em)
Age: 17
Height: 5'9"
Origins: Japanese, Austrailian, and slightly German (quite an odd mix but, she is proud of it)
Hair: Very short blonde hair with one blue streak on the left of her hair.
Eyes: Giant saphire blue eyes.
Weight: 153 lbs
Crushes: Georg/Gusti
Personality: Very outgoing, music is her obsession, Loves root beer, bites her lips often, loves to stay up all night, goes with the flow.
* Robert Pattinson fict
I can't decide on a name for this one.
I'm debating between:
-This isn't what you wanted
-Questioning Exsistence
-Roses
-Open Wounds
This one is going to be a very violent and abusive one,
"What happenes when you find the one you love
more than anything in this world but all you can
do is abuse them, kill them, and hurt them more
each day, every minute, every second, with every breathe..
can you control yourself.. What if you lose them forever..
what happen to the pain inflicted on you?
Shall this Madness drive you to your own suicide?"
"Ha! And you Thought you actually knew Robert Pattinson..Psh".
♥ X-mas:
Hey, I just wanna wish everyone a Happy Christmas!!
A happy hannaukka,
A happy Kwannza,
A happy Holiday,
A happy martin luther king day!
and A happy New Year!!
Frohe Weihnachten!!
and OBAMA, Offically becomes our president soon!!
(Jan. 20th inauguration day )
Yay. =]]
♥ Birthday: My birthday was December, 15th.
I'm offically 17!! Yay. ^_^
Sorry, I don't come on, alot, I'm usually busy with other things. AND my Pc was being repaired for like a week or so.
♥ Breathe For Love Tomorrow:
I want to Thank Everyone for the support, and voting for your favourite pairings! Thank-you guys so much for the advice and opinions. Tom x Rain recieved the most votes. I've actually been thinking ALOT about the story & the ending, and I can't promise you that it's going to be Tom & Rain in the end, But I have taken it ALOT into consideration. So I just wanna Thank you guys again, I really appericate it!
♥ My Way To Love You:
Be Prepared to read this soon, 'Cause
and I are working on the first chapter. And I think, we actually got a lot done today. We're still working on it, adding and changing some stuff. We hope you guys will love it. ;3
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BREATHE FOR LOVE TOMORROW FANS!! HELP!!
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I'm having trouble, trying to come up with a happy ending for the love triangle in my fan-ficton Breathe For Love Tomorrow, I don't want to introduce another character -_-
And I don't know which characters should end up together, So.. I would like to hold a Vote
To Vote:</u>
All you have to do is comment this journal with one of the following pairings:
♥ 1) Bill and Tom
♥ 2) Rain and Tom
♥ 3) Bill and Rain
OR
Comment with the following suggestions:
♥ 1) Yes, Make it a Twincest!
♥ 2) hmm.. Introduce another character.
♥ 3) (add your own suggestion)
~* THE VOTES SO FAR.... ~*
♥ Tom & Rain - 8
♥ Bill & Tom - 1
♥ Bill & Rain - 1
TOTAL VOTES</u> - 10
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Omg. Listen!!
Bill sings a line from one of their new songss!!~~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZO1ZZ_…
And I don't know which characters should end up together, So.. I would like to hold a Vote
To Vote:</u>
All you have to do is comment this journal with one of the following pairings:
♥ 1) Bill and Tom
♥ 2) Rain and Tom
♥ 3) Bill and Rain
OR
Comment with the following suggestions:
♥ 1) Yes, Make it a Twincest!
♥ 2) hmm.. Introduce another character.
♥ 3) (add your own suggestion)
~* THE VOTES SO FAR.... ~*
♥ Tom & Rain - 8
♥ Bill & Tom - 1
♥ Bill & Rain - 1
TOTAL VOTES</u> - 10
---------------------------------------
Omg. Listen!!Bill sings a line from one of their new songss!!~~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZO1ZZ_…
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