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It's everything and it's nothing; this notebook Filled with love letters and not-love letters; this notebook References to better days lined like dictionary definitions; this notebook Slow caresses and fast times illustrated; this notebook My calls for your heart, my cries of your depart; this notebook And now it's over But not this notebook

3 hours later “Mr. Kaulitz?” “Yes?” I said with tears in my eyes. “Olivia is fine. But with all the blood lose she lost her baby.” “What? She was pergent?” “Yeah…. A couple months, 4 months” “Chad’s kid…” “Who?” “The guy who raped her.” “Oh my…. She didn’t metion that…” “That’s why she didn’t this to herself.” “Oh. I’m sorry Mr. Kaulitz. You may go see her now. She’s a little sore but she’s ok.” “Thanks.” As I walk to her room all I can think of is her smile

Cold winds whistle through the grey alleyways, scattering ripped and faded papers and bags. The stale smell of urine, vomit, tar, and rotten food is heavy in the air. Lonely cats, dogs, and rats scurry through the abnormally quiet streets of the poor sector of the bright and popular tourist city. Instinct drives them away—the same instinct that tells the humans to get inside and lock the doors and windows. The rooftops are illuminated; not by the usual streetlamps and giant flashing signs, but by the chilling rays of the pale moon. Imposing shadows creep along the concrete and metal surfaces, distorting the truth. The city looks de

                                                         Chapter 2                                                            Blood When Tom standed up Raven froze.. 'So hell just froze over.. wow.. never thought this would happen yet'  Raven thought. To Raven it felt like time got slower.. no just very very VERY slow, she tried to get up off her ass and walk over to Tom but she felt like if she did her organs would be ripped out of her own body. Raven moved at a slow pace in her mind, but when she finally got to the door (of heaven) time moved to the place it need to be at. Raven walked in and her heart.. well she couldn't tell if it wa

Chapter 1 "Kiro!" "Angel!" "Don't leave me!" "I will never leave you!" "No!" *** 3 years later Kiro had gotten through the war but only with one thing on his mined. Kiro was a black headed boy with a big blonde high light in the front of his head. He had loved a girl he couldn't marry, she was named Angel but to ever one else she was named shadow. Angel and Kiro loved each other so much, that their love couldn't be parted no matter what! Now Angel is 18 year of age and Kiro 20, she has been working for her family for the last 3 year that Kiro has been gone. She didn't like but she did it any way (to stay alive anyway, and to see Ki

Kapitel 1 " Kiro! " " Rabe! " " Don' t lassen mich! " " Ich lasse Sie nie! " " Nein!" *** 3 Jahre später Kiro hatte durch den Krieg erhalten, aber nur mit einer Sache auf seinem gewann. Kiro war ein schwarzköpfiger Junge mit einem großen blonden hohen Licht in der Frontseite seines Kopfes. Er hatte ein Mädchen er couldn' geliebt; t heiraten, sie wurde genannt Raben, aber bis überhaupt sonst einen wurde sie Schatten genannt. Rabe und Kiro liebten sich so sehr, diese ihre Liebe couldn' t wird egal was zerteilt! Jetzt ist Rabe 18 Lebensjahr und Kiro 20, hat sie für ihre Familie für das letzte 3 Ja

Summary: Have you ever had this weird feeling, being on an airport, that something was going to go wrong with your flight? Yes? But were you ever right? Bill is... Chapter 1 - Intro “Bill?” Called a voice through the crowd of people. “Bill! Where are you?!” Tom called once more with fear evident in his voice. He felt his insides twist, he felt like something was wrong. He has lost his twin, and he can't help but feel his heart skipping beats. “I'm right here!” he heard his brothers voice call over from a vending machine. Tom immediately exhaled in relief and ran over to his brother in pure anger. “Bill!

Summary: When Bill wakes up from a tragic car accident with Tom, he finds himself in someone elses body. With Tom thinking he is dead, how will he convince Tom he's his brother? One last chance Scene 1 - Little out of breath I ask you to listen with an open mind, forgetting for a moment what you believe and don't believe. This is how it started. On a hot day like this. On a two-lane country road, far from the city... “Bill, can you please stop whining? I know what I'm doing!” my brother Tom says from behind the wheel of his black Cadillac. “You're such a dick, Tom! That's not the way we're suppose to go! It's that way!

Chapter One Tom Kaulitz, he was 14 and in his mind on top of the world. He went to school, got good grades and had great friends. He lived with his father a successful businessman. He had everything he wanted and needed and could not be happier. Jorg Kaulitz was very proud of his son. He always smiled and they were very close. He couldn't be more happy with everything. Sadly the same couldn't be said about Simone and her little boy Bill. She was a nurse at a local hospital and the one patient she cared for the most was her son. Bill had been very ill for over a year now. He lay in a hospital bed 24/7 now, he is just to ill to leave. He sle

 || TOM’S POV ||   CHAPTER 10 Sonnie and Abigail – 14 years old Tom and Bill – 16 years old School had let out just a week ago. My best friend, Matt and I spent most of our days at the mall. We did the usual; walked around and scouted for cute girls. Unfortunately, slim pickings’ today. I sighed heavily as we were about to pass the Fruilatti Smoothie Shop for the third time. “I fucking hate this place, Tom.” Matt groaned. I was seriously tired of hearing him whine. I was about ready to punch him in the face if he said… one… more… thing! “Fine, lets go.” Just as I finished that sen

I can't say I don't want them, my sweet dreams. In a way I do, another I don't. It ended not yet two years ago, but still over one. Two ones, not quite important, since then. So why do you show me these possible future events ever so rarely? With him, why? Last night you showed an ever so sweet dream. That was never needed nor wished for. Will you do the same as I sleep tonight? Will you torment me with which confuses the heart? This unneeded thought and confusion comes only at dawn.

        A young boy stands on a bridge, waiting in the dark. Rain pours down and hits the ground in single droplets. The boy pulls his sweater hood over his head and crosses his arms. One street light flicker continuously as if signaling something faraway. Thunder rumbles and the boy shivers. There is no one around him. No footsteps on the ground. He listens carefully but hears no sound. He zips up his sweater and hugs his leather jacket close and starts walking away from the bridge, his black onyx hair peeking out of the hood and blowing in the cold wind. He looks at the ground as he walks. 2 boys ru

Fight Love Chapter 1 "What?" Tom questioned looking at the door waiting for the girl he liked what through. "So did you hit it off last night?" *** "So, ill like i was saying, that why we should go out to night." "Girl, just because you not getting and dick doesn't mean i'm not, were is Bill?" "Oh, so are you saying you and Bill now?" "Shut up!" "Shut up? omg, is he good?" "Yes!" The first bell rang, and Raven walked to class, saying her good byes to ill. *** "Hey dude, you looking at Angela?" Raven was now known as Angela, she need a change and she got it. She now was a tan mexican with her sexy dreads hanging down her back and